Well, it’s some months now since I had my sessions with Juanita so I thought it timely to post an update on my review.
The significant things for me were grief, after having lost my only amazing brother in a light plane crash 16 years ago, and the barrage of very loud, derogatory voices in my head.
No I’m not bi-polar or nuts! But I thought I was.
After going through a very difficult time, a couple of years ago, the voices became very loud, constant and I would often find myself shouting out loud, “shut-up”!
With the therapy I have actually found peace for the first time in my life. The change is incredibly dramatic for me. I still have that inner voice, as we all do, but now it is no longer so loud, nor so disparaging. I have an inner stillness that I’ve never had in my life before. It is so very hard to explain but it has given me peace, comfort and increased my confidence in myself as a human being.
The grief had become a part of who I was and how I identified myself, and it was not something I wanted to let go. The truth is though that my highly intelligent brother would not have approved of my holding on to it. He would not have been impressed at all. After losing his wife as well two years ago, the grief and sorrow for their children threatened to swamp me. Although I will always feel the loss deeply I know that I cannot live with the dead, and they would not want me to. The sessions with Juanita created a little cushioning around my grief so I know it’s there but it doesn’t overwhelm me.
I could not express how much this has changed my life and I cannot thank Juanita enough. It’s something I would never have thought to do.
I highly recommend these sessions and have become a true advocate. Thank you from the bottom of my heart Juanita. 🙂 x